-
060507
it's 1226am nw and i feel horrible inside. i have so much illegal thoughts so much wrong thoughts argh. why.
i think i must be tired but i dont want to just sleep like that. argh. i'm nt even typing coherently.
i have stories to tell i have stories to tell! but it's private and confidential so i cant tell ): aiy. but then. okay. firstly, who else will be signing up for the camp facilitating? tell me!!! secondly, the growth on my hand uh since last year, has been diagnosed as WARTS. yucks. so disgusting. so yes. i've been allowing virus to grow. uh. wrong word. they're nt even alive hw to grow. to uh be present on my palm for a year. YUCKS. so yes. i'm attempting to use some chemical of high acidity to 'burn' away the growth since i can't 'kill' the virus since they're uh alr dead. or rather, nt alive. why are viruses so confusing. ah yes. if it doesnt work then i'll turn to other forms of treatment like uh electric current/cryo methods to handle it. yucks. uh yes. change topic.
had piano on wed and thursday nights. then watched full house after i got back and waiting for my hair to dry. eyecandy and such stories make me so addicted (: they actually make me happy and give me space to daydream heh. the hope x: last night had a vvvvvvvv fantastic dinner (not the food but the company) and after i came home i watched full house again. after work today went to far east and orchard with amy! took neocards..my first time! and yes. it was funky. ended up vvvv tired but still went causeway point for dinner. it was superrrrrrrr far. gosh. but i had a seat. so yay. then watched full house after my bath again. yay! finished episode 8 so half done! heh. i dont want to finish it so fast. cause... one, eyecandy! two, sweet plot (: three, nice music!
so yes. i've been sacrificing my sleep..cause i reach home after 9pm since tuesday..and after bathing i watch one to two episodes of full house then sleep around uh 12 plus? then wake up at 730 to go work. sucks. and i have eyebags now. i didnt even have them when i was mugging for Os or As. argh. the eyebags are VISIBLE in the neocards k! i'll post them later when i take a photo and upload (:
yay! just chose the picture to post on this entry nw. whyyyy this photo! cause ms pauline just msged me! (: yayyyyyyy. to find out hw i am (: happpppy nw (: (:
hmmmmm. had a planned outing with mui tmr. i mean later when i wake up. but. it's cancelled. i just saw the sms nt long ago ): but that means i'll have more sleep, i can settle some driving stuff, i can watch full house and i can finally go and jog x:
yayyyy. thinking of full house again!
i feel happy again and i'm going to sleep soon!
thankyou(:(:(:(:(:(:
<3
xxx
; SMILE